Bonus Story

Lucy Before she was Lucy: It’s Not the Pirate’s Life for Me

A story from the Squad 51 Universe.

space pirates

Belucen Chote stood at the helm of the Bloodless Chote’s pirate ship, her fingers gliding over the holo controls as she studied the glowing display on the gel glass panel. Her eyes flicked over the data streaming in—ship scans, vulnerability assessments, and escape routes—her mind calculating, predicting, anticipating. Her parents had pushed her and taught her, and demanded she prove her blood. Today. With this raid, Belucen would officially become a Chote or not.

“Look at that ship,” Mauker, her father, growled behind her, a mixture of impatience and cold amusement. Belucen was not to call them mother and father, but by their names, Mauker and Zawaid. “Vulnerable. You can’t miss it.”

Belucen’s gaze shifted to the small freighter drifting aimlessly in the dark expanse of the Outer Sol. It was an easy target, yes. But something didn’t sit right. “I don’t trust it,” she said, her voice steady but edged with doubt, sounding the fifteen years she was. “It’s too easy.”

Her father scoffed, a low rumble in his chest. He pulled out a knife tucked into his sleeve. “You’re paranoid, which is one of your many problems. You overthink everything. Buck up and show some guts. Prove to me my blood runs in your veins.” He ran the blade over her chin, waiting for the moment her eyes followed the blade’s every flicker. His wrist twitched, and he nicked her, laughing at the blood dripping off her chin onto her armor.

She had made a mistake by giving into fear, by letting her distrust of Mauker seep into her emotions and make her react. She could not rest or relax when around her parents. They could attack at any time. The constant intimidation wasn’t just for show. They said this was the way to toughen her up for the life she was born to.

Her mother, Zawaid, adjusted the straps on Belucen’s black armor, her movements deliberate and calm. Every pirate wore the same dark armor and a black scarf on their heads. In a smooth move, Zawaid knocked Belucen out of the way. “Take the skiff to hunt down your prey. A cruiser? Really, kid? Most of them are showy on the outside with nothing worthwhile on the inside. We’re raiding the freighter.” Zawaid gestured to the more obvious target on the gel glass panel. “If the skiff and you don’t come back with riches, you’re our next target. Understand, kid?”

Belucen’s pulse quickened. Her parents would cut her to shreds or worse, if she failed. If the situation presented itself, she might let herself fail, might chance their wrath. Her main reason for choosing the cruiser over the freighter was because she might find a chance for herself on that ship, a chance not to be a Chote, a reason to see if the love she had witnessed in movies and on news reports when allowed to access the comm link was true.

“Aye, Zawaid.” She glanced at her father. “Mauker.”

“I’ll let you take Mastiff with you,” Mauker said. Mastiff was offered as a small token of parental concern.

As large and burly as her father, Mastiff was the equivalent of a military squad in one man. A ragged scar ran across his face in a diagonal line. Applying a red makeup pencil to it several times a day, he made sure the scar stood out from the blocky, asymmetrical face, and bulbous nose. His eyes always threatened, and his expression held danger. Mastiff was definitely someone Belucen didn’t want to be alone with. She doubted he would listen to any orders she gave, but she knew her father’s suggestion wasn’t a suggestion. Lessons from as far back as she could remember had stressed the word ‘no’ was not allowed when answering her parents.

With quick strides, she left flight control and traveled down two levels to board the skiff attached to the raider. Mastiff’s steps banged like boulders behind her, not letting her forget for a moment how huge, how powerful, how deadly he was. The skiff split off from the raider without a hitch, and Belucen steered it toward the cruiser.

Mastiff stood beside her, twirling his knives on his fingertips. She knew he could send one through her throat faster than she could blink, so kept her loathing to herself. “You’re so stupid,” he said. “You should listen to Mauker. He’s the king of pirates out here for a reason.”

Struggling not to gulp or stutter, Belucan watched the floor until her somersaulting emotions fell back under her control. “This is my initiation into the Chotes, Mastiff. I don’t earn my place by doing what’s easy.”

“Alright, kid. You’re about to earn my respect.” Putting his knives away, he stood like a giant of death, watching her every move.

As the skiff settled into position, he moved to the hatch, ready for action. Belucen felt the weight of her parents’ expectations on her shoulders and her own hopes. For better or worse, her future would unfold on that cruiser. The skiff released its grappling lines—technology designed to snag and hold ships in place, a violent embrace that would allow them to board. The magnetic clamps clicked into place, the shrill sound of metal-on-metal filling the air. The hold was locked.

Belucen donned her helmet, preparing to become a Chote, a dark version of human, or maybe she would see another path. At the exit next to Mastiff, the air thickened, bordering on choking Belucen. The comm system in her helmet broke the tension, flickering relentlessly. Zawaid’s voice cut through Belucen’s spinning thoughts. “Get on with it and quit dawdling. You’re supposed to lead this raid, not stand around like a coward.”

The words sliced as they were meant to, but Belucen didn’t flinch. She was more ruffled by Mastiff beside her than her parents on the raider. If push came to shove, the skiff could outrace the raider. Her parents kept the comm open, their laughter roaring, mocking her decision. Mastiff looked to her waiting, his expression growing impatient.

She opened the hatch and cut through the side of the cruiser with a plasma saw, sparks flying, the fiery glints displaying more confidence than she felt. She signaled Mastiff to follow and entered the cruiser. The smell shifted. Instead of blood and stale, the cruiser’s air was laced with citrus and ozone. Her boots sank silently into the lush carpet covering the cruiser’s floor. Whoever owned this ship was loaded. She had chosen wisely.

Not waiting for further orders, Mastiff shouldered through a door on their right, breaking into a store room. He banged and boomed and thudded through the room. Not caring what he found, Belucen hurried ahead, searching for the crew. She wanted to warn them, tell them to hide. Mastiff would believe her if she said the ship was manned only by AI, taking the cruiser into dock at Vanth. She would figure out what to do about Mastiff later. She didn’t have to search long. An elegant woman sat in flight control with an ease, almost boredom. Dressed in rich tunics draping lavishly over her slim pants, the woman had her booted feet resting on a console.

“Took you long enough. I’m Min Ashida. You are?”

“Belucen Chote of the Bloodless Chotes, and I’m here to raid you.”

Min’s head fell back, her drape of black hair spilling in waves down past her shoulders. “Just you?”

“You have to hide. The man with me will kill you if he finds you.” She toyed with the gun strapped to her hip that shot razors

Min’s gaze darted to the still holstered weapon. “Why are you here and not over there?” She pointed out the window at the hapless freighter her parents approached. “And you’re alone.”

“I-I’m not. Mastiff is with me. He’s a killer.” Belucen glanced around the swanky flight control. There were no scrapes or scratches or dents. No blood stains. The controls gleamed like jewels, and the single chair looked comfortable enough to live on. Photos covered the walls. Photos of smiling happy people.

“My family,” Min said.

Belucen stepped closer to the images, peering into the grinning faces. She counted seventy-two before Min interrupted her.

Min held out a glimmering ring with a gem as large as Belucen’s fist. Belucen ignored the offering, tapping on the photos. “Not many of them look like you.”

“Where are you from? The Inner Sol?”

“I grew up on the raider.” She shrugged toward the raider outside in the distance.

“I see.” Min’s expression softened. “The definition of family in the Outer Sol is a broader one than in other places. People we love, whether related or not, are our family.” Taking in Belucen from boot to helmet, Min’s eyelids snapped. “You look young? How old are you?”

Belucen shrugged. “As best I can count from as far back as I remember, about fifteen.”

“Fifteen is young. You’re not yet set in your life’s direction.”

“I hope not. I hope on this cruiser, I might find a choice.”

In the far distance, where the raider and freighter met, weapons went off. The explosions raced out in spheres, reaching into the darkness, wrenching the voids with violence. Belucen watched for a moment, then returned her attention to Min.

“You appear to have found a nice direction. What do you do?”

“What do I do?” Min chuckled, amused by the question. “I work with the authorities.” She nodded at the battle outside. “I’m with the regiment on the freighter and the patrol ships moving in.” Her head cocked, and she raised a perfectly groomed eyebrow. “Did you think this is my ship? It was confiscated from a lower space baron. Do you know of them? They’re a better bred sort of pirate.”

“I only know the Bloodless Chotes and other gangs.” Her gaze settled on the photos again. “You made yourself at home quickly.”

“You noticed that, did you? I take my family everywhere, Belucen Chote of the Bloodless Chotes, who are about to be put into custody.” She flicked her holoscreen to public so Belucen could see her parents’ raider surrounded by patrol ships. “They’ll be put into prison for life. They deserve worse for all the lives they took.” Her lips pressed together, and bitterness flashed over her expression.

Thumps and bangs sounded in the corridor. Mastiff howled, moving this way.

“I don’t want you to die, Min. Hide before he gets here.”

“Why don’t you want me to die, young pirate?”

“This is my first raid. The one who will make me a Chote or not a Chote. I don’t want to be like them.” She gestured at the raider. “I want that.” She pointed at the pictures of Min’s family. Tears stung her eyes, and truth filled her heart. She wanted what Min had. Not the fancy cruiser, but over seventy people who loved her. Across the void, the raider exploded, taking out the freighter and several patrol ships. Belucen’s heart caught, and her breath hitched. “I’m sorry, Min. I’m sorry they killed more of your family. My parents would have set off their self destruct rather than go to prison.”

The heavy thudding, frantic banging, and howling that had rattled the hallway a moment ago cut off, replaced by a dull thwamp, the sound of something heavy hitting the floor. Mastiff swore. A whine and crunch followed, sharp and metallic, then a strange, hollow stillness. Belucen tensed, instinct overriding thought. Something had changed. She shifted closer to Min, unholstering her weapon, pointing it at the doorway, waiting for Mastiff to appear.

“How cute. You’re going to protect me? Don’t worry about him,” Min said. “My android just snagged him, and the patrol ships weren’t harmed.” Min showed the area scan with every patrol ship accounted for. “The patrol ships have the best defenses. I’m sorry about your family, though.”

“We-we weren’t much of a family.” Belucen’s shoulders sagged. She handed her weapon to Min and removed her armor. “I’ll turn myself into you.”

Min Ashida’s gaze softened. “Maybe I can give you what you want,” she said, standing up slowly. “This doesn’t have to be who you are. I can offer you a new start, a chance to leave the pirate life behind.”

“I want a chance to fill my walls with family photos. You can give me that chance?”

“I can, Lucy.” Min’s smile was small but reassuring. “For a new life, you need a new name.”

“Lucy is nice. It sounds more inviting than Belucen.” She glanced at the approaching patrol ships. “Will they accept my new name?”

“They’ll accept what I tell them, Lucy. Welcome to the first day of the rest of your life.”

Lucy swallowed hard, her heart pounding in her chest. She had found her hope, found her chance, and her chance was better than she expected. “Lucy,” she whispered, testing the name. It sounded like freedom.

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DAT is for Disaster

 

A free bonus scene from the Squad 51 Universe.

DAT on Rhea

Artificial sunrise spread over Rhea, lighting up the domes and avenues of Demetehar in soft golden tones, bathing the moon in the same color as Saturn and its inspiring rings. The suns were so far away, Nikili Echols didn’t know the difference between an actual sunrise and one generated by the dome sweeping invisibly overhead. The gases emitted by the shielding of the dome turned the sky the right shade of blue, but she had only lived on colonies and knew nothing of Earth’s ways.

Dressed in her shiny new red uniform embellished with the markings due to a chief, she blinked against the onslaught of pride and the beauty before her. “I did this,” she whispered.

“You look dashing and are up awful early.” Lucy Ashida joined Nikili at her side. “I suspected you would be.”

“Everything must go perfect today. It is the official opening of DAT (Disaster Aversion Team). Our dream to make the Sol a safer place.”

Lucy inched closer. “I like the way you said our.”

“I couldn’t have done any of this without your help. You’re my dearest friend.” Nikili focused on her friend for a few seconds, smiling warmly.

“Are those tears in your eyes?” Lucy’s thumb swiped them away.

“We’re lucky to be here after Spaceberg. I mean, that monster chunk of ice took out Titan. I’m surprised the Saturn System welcomed us at.”

“Hmm,” Lucy replied. “Some not so much.”

“There are always the Innling snobs.”

“Always.”

“They hate when an Outling shines.”

“You shine so bright.”

A blush crept into Nikili’s cheeks, warming them, tickling her mouth into a broader grin. “I can’t wait to show this off to the ORS (Orbital Rescue Services) and CHOPs (Council of Human Occupied Planets) dignitaries later.”

“They’ll be impressed. To think this was an abandoned warehouse and an eyesore. It’s no wonder the governor gave us this building.”

“A relic from the rebellion against the corporations, I’m surprised the citizens of Rhea allowed it to stand as it was for so long.”

“Perhaps as a reminder.”

“To know where we came from is sobering. The Sol has come a long way.”

“And still has a way to go.”

“Let’s look around inside and make sure everything is set up as it should be. Will you run through the ceremony with me too? It must go perfect.”

Lucy brushed long strands of dark hair away from Nikili’s face. “I love when you wear your hair down.”

Exotic, powerful, and lively, Lucy Ashida never failed to catch Nikili’s attention. She wore her dark hair in perfect long ringlets and had also put on her dress uniform. “Lead the way, Chief Echols.”

Nikili caught Lucy’s hand, squeezing. “I love the way the title and my name go together.”

“You’re as shiny as a kid getting what they want,” Lucy laughed. “The title is well deserved and suits you.”

“Thank you, Captain.” She dropped Lucy’s hand and led the way inside the gleaming new station. Most of the building was a hangar with the fleet of new Hueys, the red rescue vehicles capable of space flight, parked on their launch pads. The ships sat ready under sections of the roof that opened and retracted to allow the Huey’s to launch. Besides the hangar, there was a small front lobby, a large briefing room, a gym, the bunks and locker room, the kitchen and recreation area, dispatch, and a few offices off the briefing room. Everything had a new, untouched look to it.

“I almost hate walking around in here,” Nikili commented. “Our shoes are messing up its perfection.”

“DAT has no purpose without us, so we make it more perfect,” Lucy replied.

Chairs, a podium and a small pool were set up in the briefing room. The pool sat between the podium and the first row of chairs. The slanted sides around the pool made it appear as if it was a permanent part of the station. Nikili walked up to it, her hands clasped behind her back.

“Do you think the jump the shark ceremony is necessary?” she asked Lucy.

“This is a huge accomplishment, Nikili. Others before you have tried to set up a Sol-wide emergency team to watch for, coordinate, and respond to emergencies throughout the Sol. “Yes, the pomp is necessary.” She took Nikili’s hand and led her to the back, retracing their steps. “Let’s practice and do the run-through like you suggested. Everyone is sitting out there waiting for you.”

“Except Saverna,” Nikili frowned. “She said she probably couldn’t make it.” Her daughter had mostly forgiven her for the years she neglected Saverna, but their relationship had more mending to do.”

“She’s in college, Nikili, and has her own life. You must trust she loves you and will be there when it counts.”

“I feel like today counts.”

“Don’t hold it against her. You’ll never fix your relationship with her if you do.”

“You’re right. Let’s get on with the ceremony.”

“Right. Everyone is sitting there, the music starts.” Lucy snapped her fingers. “E51,” she called to the DAT AI, “start the music.” A loud club number rattled the walls, the heavy bass thrumming the floor.

“That doesn’t sound like The Honor of Stars processional, E51.”

“My apologies, Chief Echols,” the AI responded. “The selection was altered.”

“By whom?”

“Oh, I can make a few guesses.” Lucy shook her head. “Let’s make the most of it, Nikili.” She shimmied and grooved up the aisle. Nikili joined her, bumping her hip from time to time and laughing.

“Change it back to The Honor of Stars, E51,” Nikili commanded.

“Aye, Chief.”

Pretending the room was filled with dignitaries, Nikili quit dancing, stood tall and strode the rest of the way up the middle aisle, stopping at the pool. “Should we queue the shark and jump it?”

“I think we should practice,” Lucy said.

“E51, queue the hologram.”

A giant rabid mouse loomed up from the pool with sharp fangs. Not expecting something so big and freaky, Nikili jumped back and grabbed a chair. She swung it over her shoulder, ready to attack the creature. “Not a shark, E51. I assume that was altered too.”

“My apologies, Chief.” The hologram shifted to a shark, swimming calmly in the pool.

Nikili started up the sloped edge, slipped and fell face first into the pool. Pushing herself out of the water, she sat up, gasping and sputtering. “I think the edge is too steep.”

“Let me try and double check.” Lucy got a running start and made it up the ramp easily. However, she didn’t make it to the other side, her toes barely touching the side of the pool. Her lost footing dunked her into the pool, soaking her thoroughly. “Too steep and too far.”

Nikili laughed at the soaked and dripping Lucy. “A ceremony to remember.”

“Indeed.” Lucy chuckled.

“Let’s get this fixed.” Together they adjusted the sides of the pool to be closer together and not as slanted. They test jumped it several times before going onto the next part of the ceremony.

“Time for your speech,” Lucy said and sat in the front row. She stared up at Nikili with affection and encouragement.

Nikili cleared her throat. “Tragedy should never happen, but when it does, we must take the lessons and make the Sol better. DAT takes the tragedy of Spaceberg, the loss of Titan and so many souls, and keeps their memory by making sure something like Spaceberg never happens again. Thank you for your commitment and support in making DAT a reality. Yada, yada, yada.”

Lucy clapped and pointed at the cake to the side of the room. “I’ll wheel this over and light it while we sing to honor the Sol and first responders.”

“I love that song,” Nikili beamed. “On the edge, we stand as one. In the dark, we’ll see it done. With the stars to guide our way, we’ll face the night, we’ll save the day.”

Tapping her hand to her hip, Lucy kept the beat and joined in. She then lit the candle on the cake commemorating the citizens lost during Spaceberg. The wick fizzled and the cake promptly exploded. Frosting and cake coated them and covered everything in the room.

Not knowing what to think or say, Nikili stood frozen for several seconds with her mouth gaping. “Are we cursed, Lucy?”

Lucy scraped cake off Nikili’s face and ate it. “You taste good.”

Laughing, Nikili surveyed the room. “What a mess. We better get this cleaned up.” They walked into the foyer to get to the cleaning supplies. Saverna kneeled at the front door, setting down a mat.

“Wh-what happened?” Saverna’s eyes went wide.

“A few snafus.” Nikili waved her hand like it was no big deal. “Did you bring the mat?” The mat was shaped like a shark and said welcome.

“Yeah.”

“Aww. I’d hug you but…” She indicated her cake covered self. “Thank you, Savs. I didn’t think you were coming.”

“This is a big deal. I didn’t want to miss it, Mom.” She stood and glanced into the cake-splattered room. “Why don’t the two of you get yourselves cleaned up, and I’ll take care of the cake.” She took the cleaning supplies from Nikili and Lucy.

“You’re the best, kid.” Unable to help herself, Nikili leaned in and kissed her daughter on the cheek. “E51, order a new cake.”

“Already did, Chief.”

She walked with Lucy to the locker room. “I thought this day was adding up to a disaster, but now it’s perfect.”

 

 

 

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Ashes and Dust: A Moment of Reflection on Pardeep Station

 

 

Want to get to know Pauder a little better? Here’s a free bonus scene from the Backworlds universe. The story setting is shortly after Stopover At the Backworlds’ Edge (Book 2) ends.

Ashes and Dust

An older war veteran staring out at a barren planet of dusty dunes

The night rarely granted Pauder rest, especially since the recent visit by the Fo’wo’s. The enemy claimed some nonsense about secrets on Pardeep Station. There was no such thing, except for the ones he had buried so deeply his past had become a secret to himself.

From his bed inside a tower in his home, he gazed out at his barren moon bathed in the light from Azta. Azta was Pardeep’s center—the ice giant Pardeep danced around in a steady orbit. The gases making up the ice giant glowed in a heartwarming blue, a blue to stir any human heart with a nostalgia no one could remember. Azta wasn’t stingy with the light it shared with Pardeep and rarely gave the moon the gift of full darkness. Sometimes he resented the light, wanting to wallow in the darkness squeezing on his heart and mind in a constant grating grip.

The enemy didn’t give him any peace, either. He thought he would be safe on this wretched moon far from anything important and holding onto nothing of value, except for what remained of his sanity. He rose and dressed, sliding on his fatigues and boots. One by one, he slipped his five war medals over his head, kissing them, remembering his brothers and sisters in arms, those who hadn’t lived long enough to walk with ghosts.

Outside, his breath added the only clouds ever to grace Pardeep Station. Not enough water existed on this arid moon for anything so luxurious as a cloud. He trotted out to check on his caches, the places he stashed weapons just in case. Just in case had arrived two weeks ago and his weapons had been too far away to do anyone any good. Maybe he’d move some of the ordnance to the docking tower. But he didn’t want the weapons anywhere the enemy could find them or reach them. The docks weren’t a good idea.

“Keep the best ones on you,” Resitar said. “Then they is always handy.”

“I shouldn’t listen ta ya,” Pauder replied. “Yar dead. Ya died decades ago. I saw ya blow up.”

“Doesn’t mean I don’t have anything to say.”

Pauder stared at the spot the voice materialized from. “Get out of my head, Resitar. Ya was always a bad scout. That’s why I followed ya everywhere. The lieutenant knew ya needed watching.”

“Your neighbors need watching.”

“I know.” Pauder moved on to each cache in turn, checking the bits and bobs he set around each one as sentries. If they remained undisturbed, he knew no one had been here. To be certain, he pulled out his tab and reviewed how the scatter of the bits and bobs matched the image of the last time he’d been there. Each image matched. The Fo’wo’s hadn’t found his weapons, nor their snitcher.

His gaze shifted across the dusty dunes in the direction of Meelo’s farm. He knew she was as shattered inside as he was, but had never pegged her for a Fo’wo agent. He had been as stunned as the others.

“I’m off my game,” he muttered. “Been hanging out with that big goo of a bartender too much.” Craze had a soft spot for most sob stories, especially when the tale was told by a gal. Craze was too young to learn to guard his heart better. Pauder tried to tell him, but Craze never listened.

“The young rarely do what their elders advise,” his father said from across the years and across star systems. He sometimes joined Pauder on these treks across the dunes.

“Not today, Paps. I need a clear head.”

“To do what?”

“I don’t know exactly, but I have ta check up on the snitcher.” He waved the ghost of his father away. Sometimes Pauder would sit a spell and wallow in old sentiments with his paps, but those moments didn’t come often. Pauder had quit handing out his heart ages ago. He didn’t intend to start again.

At the farm, Meelo tended to her fields. Apparently, night didn’t give her much peace and rest either. She wrestled with a stubborn rootbagger and fell on her butt. Swearing, she lumbered back onto her feet, swiping dust off her backside. She kicked at the rootbagger, but it still didn’t budge.

“Why isn’t ya using the harvester?” Pauder asked as he approached.

Despite it still being night, she squinted at him as if the sun shone in her eyes. Her eyes watered a bit too, as if stuck in brightness. “Y-you is up early.”

“Ditto.” He plucked the rootbagger from the dirt and set it in her bin. Like Azta reflected sunlight, she reflected Pauder. The same echoes of grief, horror, and trauma danced in the twitches of her eyelids and cheeks. He wondered if she spoke to ghosts too.

“I-I I’m not going to break our agreement. I won’t talk to the Fo’wo’s again without you being there,” she said.

Nodding, he went over by her shed, which badly needed patching, and examined the harvester. After locating her toolbox, he removed the air intake and cleaned out the dust. Once reassembled, the harvester started right up. He searched the shed for epoxy or resin to fill in the holes in the shed, but didn’t see any. He returned to Meelo in the field, smiling at the three filled bins, proud his moon could produce something.

“Harvester is repaired. Ya got ta keep the dust out of it. Yar shed doesn’t do squat to protect it in a dust storm.”

She swiped the dirt staining her hands on her coat. She wore a black wool coat with more pockets than Pauder could count. Each pocket was made from a different fabric. He figured the pockets meant something like his medals. “R-Rainly is out, ‘n she’s the only one who will trade with me.”

“That’s your fault,” Resitar said from behind Meelo. “You made everyone distrust her ‘n let it be known they’d meet your wrath if they had dealings with her.”

Pauder scowled and raked his sharp fingers over his bald head. “I’ll be by later ta fix the shed.”

“N-no need. I can leave with Doc next time she comes in.”

“Why would ya do that? The Fo’wo’s won’t let ya be. I’m yar best shot a future free of them murderous dastards.” Hate bubbled in a roiling heat from deep inside him. He caught a faint reflection of the same loathing in her eyes before she returned to her usual state of resignation.

“I-I I’m not always sure I want a future,” she whispered.

“Ditto, missy. But our neighbors need us. Me, ta keep us from being killed stupidly. Ya, ta keep us fed.”

“I-I don’t want to be needed, ‘n I certainly don’t want to need anyone else.”

“Me either.” For a second, he saw everything he lost beside her and in her. Her ghosts and his mingled. He stared down at the dirt, hoping she didn’t notice, but Resitar kept poking him. “Meelo, this is a good place for folks like you ‘n me. Some just see ashes ‘n dust. We see a chance to heal. Maybe… sometimes. But don’t forget who ya is in the process. Yar a Backworlder. We gotta look out for each other.”

The words left him before he could think better of them. He couldn’t decide if he was trying to convince her or himself. The silence that followed felt like a wound, raw and exposed. He wondered if the fragile idea of healing was worth it. Maybe this was what he had fought for in the war, or maybe it was just another battle with no winners.

Growling, he left to get a can of resin from his place.

 

 

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Echoes of Haller Canyon: A Bonus Story

 

Glitch

a dystopian science fiction scene

The morning sunlight filtered through the thin haze of moulering day, casting a pale glow across hillside facing the sun. Jahan Moridi sat beside her husband on a worn boulder in front their small home, which was carved into a hillside. Her husband, ran a calloused hand over the conduits embedded into his forearm. Jahan had the same ones. Neither of them knew of a life without this built-in obedience to the AI ruling their lives.

“Bowman will command us soon,” Sanam said. He made the same comment every morning before they went off to do whatever the AI demanded of them. Their mornings were steeped in ritual. If the weather was good, they greeted the rising sun.

For the next part of their morning routine, Jahan rose and walked inside. Their home consisted of three small rooms. Carved out of dirt and rock, the dirt had been treated to harden the walls, floors, and ceiling. One room was for eating and living, another for sleeping, and the third was the bathroom.

A small grill made from stones was closest to the door, comprising the kitchen along with a large metal basin on top of a wooden box for washing and a set of table and chairs. Farther into the room, a sofa, a data console, and crude end tables comprised the living area. Jahan passed all of her paltry comforts into the back room. Having no windows, the second room was dark and fit for nothing other than sleeping.

Jahan powered on the lighting, sat on the bed, and pulled open a drawer. Her hands brushed over an old painting she kept tucked among her few items of clothing. On thick paper, the painting depicted an exact likeness of two children—Mahda, barely ten, grinning in her patched tunic, and Naji, her younger brother, who had drowned during one of the great floods. The heavy paper was frayed at the edges, but the memories it held were sharp. A kind neighbor had painted the children on a lovely summer day—before Naji met with tragedy and before Mahda ran off to the Moon. The artist was gone now too, lost in a firestorm. “They’re all gone,” Jahan whispered her grief to the ghosts living in the shadows of the tiny, stuffy room.

“Mahda would send word if she could,” Sanam said as he came into the room. Picking up the painting, he kissed his fingers and waited. Jahan kissed his fingers, and he pressed them to the smiling faces. “Important work takes place on the Moon. We’ve already seen a shift in the weather from the efforts, bettering our lives. Our Mahda did that.”

Jahan nodded. “I know.” Her voice was steady, but her soul carried the weight of too many years of heartbreak.

The conduits in her skin flared, emitting a faint hum. Sanam’s arm lit up too. He gently kissed her lips. “I carry them and you in my heart, even when I am unable to say.”

“Same,” she answered. Bowman would cruelly block their thoughts and words for the next ten hours.

Sanam grimaced and tucked away the painting.

Jahan took his hand, lacing her calloused fingers through his. Instructions scrolled across her mind, Sector 5—construction duty. She repeated the instructions aloud. Sanam whispered the same words. She let the happiness of working together today fill her. Besides, the few moments where they remembered their children, she had little else to give her joy.

In unison they rose from the bed, their bodies moving to the orders pumping through their conduits. With only the directions of where to go in her mind, Jahan noticed little else.

Outside, the hillside paths buzzed with the quiet activity of their neighbors. Everyone moved with the same measured precision dictated by Bowman’s omnipresent will. The AI didn’t allow for detours or conversations. Everyone was a cog in a vast machine.

The day unfolded as expected. The construction site, which would become a new farm protected from the brutal swings in weather was a blur of stone, metal, glass, and relentless labor. Jahan fitted pipes, while Sanam welded, their hands moving with the automatic efficiency Bowman commanded them with. By day’s end, an acre of land sat under the arcing roof of a new greenhouse farm.

Jahan’s conduits in her arm flared again, signaling it was time to return home. But something was off. The instructions led them down a winding path that veered away from their usual route.

Sanam noticed first, frowning. “My love,” he said quietly, “this isn’t the way home.”

Jahan slowed. The neighborhood they entered was unfamiliar, the houses worn and tilted as though they’d been forgotten by time. In front of a crumbling doorway, the humming ceased with deafening silence.

“This… isn’t right,” Jahan whispered.

Sanam glanced at her, his expression unreadable. For a moment, they stood there, untethered and no longer driven by Bowman’s commands. The stillness stretched until it became unbearable. Climbing onto the roof of the steadiest looking home, Jahan surveyed the horizon. She spotted the hills where people lived. The hills offered more protection than the long-abandoned cities.

“This way,” she said, leading Sanam away from the dilapidated housing.

As they walked, a faint unease settled over them, like a shadow too small to notice but too large to ignore. Bowman never made mistakes. Until today.

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Sanjy Strom as The Afteworlds Opens: A Crossroads of Leadership and Friendship

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The galaxy was safe. The Quassers posed no more threat, and the parasitic vines that had once threatened to overtake the galaxy were tamed and about to be neutered. For the first time since stranding Craze and his crew in space, Sanjy Strom found herself standing at a crossroads. She had commanded a battlecruiser for most of her lifetime, but now the one person who had truly understood her—the one person who had shared the weight of war and the cost of victory—was walking away.

Craze had resigned as general and was on his way down to Jix to ensure the hard-won peace would last. Once this final mission ended, he return to his simpler life, the life he missed, the life denied them since he joined her on Teerant to broker an alliance with her people—a people she no longer identified with. Craze’s invitation to join him in discovering a new home was tempting, but Sanjy knew better than to be swept away by needs and emotions. She didn’t have the time to mark out a new path for herself.

Part of her envied Craze. He was walking toward something better, something he dreamed of, something simpler. Like most Foreworlders, Sanjy didn’t know how to dream, but she had learned to hope. The hope crushed her, and she wished she had never encountered it. She had two years left—two short years—before the curse of the Foreworlds claimed her life. Every moment mattered, but that wouldn’t prevent her from feeling the empty space where Craze’s friendship had been every hour of every day for the past few years.

He went to join his sister on Jix and help tie up the final loose ends of the war. Sanjy admired Craze’s sister, Temerity. A fiery woman with spunk, Temerity let her emotions fly without apology, something Sanjy could stand to learn, if only she had more time.

The shuttle that took Craze away from the battlecruiser grew smaller and smaller until it was nothing more than a dot against the vastness of space. It was then that Sanjy realized: this time, Craze wasn’t coming back. His path and hers now diverged. Her path remained as it always was, but he would carve out new roads with new adventues, and she didn’t doubt he would find happiness—something she had only known when he was around.

The pain in her chest twisted like a vice. She had never thought losing Craze would hurt this much. She had never expected to feel so abandoned. The tears came unbidden, and she wrapped her arms tightly around herself.

Craze was gone. She would never know anyone else like him. She shouldn’t have let his friendship slip away so easily.

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